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By Victoria Mixon | Twitter: @VictoriaMixon<\/a><\/p>\n

\"Resuscitation<\/a><\/p>\n

The far side of Hell<\/h2>\n

I don’t like horror movies\u2014even squashed bugs gross me out\u2014but I love the movie Flatliners<\/a>. I love that concept of what\u2019s beyond the beyond.<\/p>\n

You know how it is whenever we start a story, how we\u2019re flames alight, burning up everything around us, the very atoms of the air fuel for our creation? Our characters walk among mortals like creatures from a visionary universe. They live and breathe, crack wise, laugh, put a tender hand on our arm. They learn bad news, and our eyes fill. When their hearts break, we\u2019re sobbing as we type. Just sitting around the kitchen table with them all morning talking gossip as the sun crosses the window is as fulfilling as human contact can ever be. Everything we never get from real life is here, in these manuscript pages, waiting for us to wake up every day and join them again.<\/p>\n

Fiction is our way of creating a tribe for ourselves.<\/p>\n

Then we\u2019ve gotten it all down, and we\u2019re transforming it from our own personal tribe into, well, literature. The first part is about our needs. The rest is about everyone else’s. Now we\u2019re creating a plot, an adventure for these characters, and we\u2019re using what we know about them to tell how they would act in any given situation, to show how they get themselves from one pickle into another, what facility they have for disaster.<\/p>\n

We don\u2019t want to do dreadful things to them. But there is that reader out there. And the reader wants our characters to help them understand the turmoil of real life.<\/p>\n

So we do that part, too. Then we go into revision. Because we\u2019ve had to combine these agendas\u2014ours, our characters’, and the reader\u2019s\u2014and naturally there are some glitches. This takes innumerable passes. At first we’re drunk on the reality. Then we’re drunk on the power of fiction to speak<\/em>. Then we’re drunk on the sheer potential for transforming this world that has meant so much to us into something that could mean so much to a complete stranger, simply through the artifice of language and fictional tools. It happens. It really does! We\u2019ve all read books of a beauty to take the breath away. And we too can be among those who walk with our feet in the stars.<\/p>\n

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\u201c<\/span>Fiction is our way of creating a tribe for ourselves.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<\/div>\n

Finally we wake up one morning and go to our desk and pick up the pages .\u00a0.\u00a0. and something snaps inside. And we realize we\u2019re never going to get those words to transform.<\/p>\n

Never.<\/p>\n

Our reach has exceeded our grasp.<\/p>\n

By about five light-years.<\/p>\n

So here we sit with our faces lying sideways on the desk, feeling the tears trickle ever-so-slowly down to the bridge of our nose, across it, and drop with the most delicate little irritating mosquito-touch from our nose to the desk under our cheek. Our neck hurts, but it doesn\u2019t matter.<\/p>\n

Nothing will ever matter again.<\/p>\n

This is the point, in Flatliners, in which we have medically anesthetized ourselves to the point of death and just beyond, and we discover\u2014much to our surprise\u2014that the beyond is Hell.<\/p>\n

And yet it seemed like such a good idea at the time!<\/p>\n

Now, I am not here to act as our medical-student cohorts pulling us back from the anesthesia. I am not our pals reeling us in, waking us from the nightmare, patting everyone jovially on the back, and helping us off the table. \u201cYou\u2019re not really dead. That didn\u2019t really happen. Psyche!\u201d Those are not the words coming out of my mouth.<\/p>\n

Because I know something about that. I know when someone does that, Hell follows us home.<\/p>\n

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\u201c<\/span>And when we are done, we will know something about life we didn\u2019t know before . . . We will have gone beyond the beyond into the ephemeral . . . alternate reality of endless potential we knew was there . . .\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<\/div>\n

And then we are well and truly haunted. The glaring errors remain and get worse. The stumbling blocks trip us up more and more, throwing us headfirst into the muck and mire faster and more heartlessly every time we attempt that impossible task of transformation. Peer critiques, if we get them, become more random and less predictable. No one can agree on what\u2019s going wrong!<\/p>\n

We might stick with it because the hype about Becoming a Writer is so powerful and omnipresent out there, and besides now all our friends are Becoming Writers too. Or because we\u2019re stubborn cusses and don\u2019t know when we\u2019re beat. Or because we have a story we desperately want to tell. Or simply because we’ve always looked up to our favorite authors, all our life, and dreamed with our heart in our throat of the day we would join their ranks.<\/p>\n

But the secret pain is crippling. And it is countered only by the numbness of turning ourselves into donkeys plodding in joyless drudgery after that coveted carrot.<\/p>\n

No.<\/p>\n

I am here to do the opposite: to push us through\u2014because on the other side of Hell <\/em>is craft.<\/p>\n

And we can\u2019t get there by backing out. We must dive forward into the agony\u2014sitting there with our face lying sideways on the desk\u2014and discover within it every reason writing is an inanely bad idea.<\/p>\n

Tackle a task we only know vaguely through the second-hand results of someone else\u2019s lifelong efforts? Tackle it with the wild-eyed hope that, although it takes professional writers their entire lives to polish their skills, years to produce a single novel, and the nearly-unlimited assistance of publishing professionals they pretty much lucked into, it will take us a matter of months because, after all, didn\u2019t Faulkner<\/a>\u00a0write As I Lay Dying<\/em><\/a>\u00a0in six weeks? Tackle it with the idea of supporting ourselves, even though the greats almost universally died penniless and unknown? Tackle it with minimal training and experience, barely a smidgen of comprehension, a whole lot of optimism, and the encouragement of people who stand to gain financially by our ambitions? Tackle it with nothing but our bare hands?<\/p>\n

We will lie there and sob. Gnash our teeth. This is how we learn to be us.<\/p>\n

And when we are done, we will know something about life we didn\u2019t know before. We will know how to survive. We will have gone beyond the beyond into the ephemeral, multi-faceted, tactile alternate reality\u00a0of endless potential we knew was there\u2014we wanted so badly to believe in\u2014all along.<\/p>\n

And then we\u2019ll have something to write about.<\/p>\n

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Biography<\/h3>\n
\"A.-Victoria-Mixon\"<\/a>

A. Victoria Mixon<\/p><\/div>\n

Victoria Mixon<\/strong> has been a writer and editor for thirty years and is the creator A. Victoria Mixon, Editor<\/a>, voted one of Write to Done’s Top 10 Blogs for Writers 2010<\/a>. She is the author of The Art & Craft of Fiction: A Practitioner’s Manual<\/a><\/em> and the recently-released The Art & Craft of Story: 2nd Practitioner’s Manual<\/a><\/em>, as well as co-author of Children and the Internet: A Zen Guide for Parents and Educators<\/a><\/em>, published by Prentice Hall, for which she is listed in the Who’s Who of America. She spends a lot of time connecting with writers on Google+<\/a> and Twitter<\/a>.<\/p>\n

Victoria is now writing a column for the Writer Unboxed<\/a> newsletter: Ask Victoria<\/em>.<\/p>\n

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The Art and Craft of Story<\/p><\/div>\n

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The Art and Craft of Fiction<\/p><\/div>\n

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Interview with Joanna Penn<\/h3>\n